For most people, downtime means a time for them to re-group and re-cupe. For me it just means I'm down, and I have been for some time now. I just can't get out of this funk. I think I've put too much pressure on myself, which I swore I wouldn't do. I'm stressing about everything. … Continue reading Downtime
I don't believe in New Year's resolutions. I wish I could. I wish that I truly believed they worked. In that case I would feel a wave of motivation. I would be working out. I would be pumped about studying again. I would be eating healthier. I would actually care about my job (not easy … Continue reading New Year, No New Resolutions
I don't know who I've created this site for. Selflessly, I want to say it should be a sort of forum for people with mental disorders and/or addictions who need a place to be understood and feel safe. Then there's the selfish side of me who wants this for myself, hoping it will be cathartic … Continue reading Who’s it all for?
Most of the time I can recognize the triggers. Sometimes I don't want to. I'm so afraid of slipping into a black hole of despair that I won't allow myself to lose it every once in a while. I think it's holding me back and it eventually makes me totally lose it. This is a … Continue reading Some days are better than others…
I guess a good start would be to write a little about myself. Listen to me. I'm already writing this like I have 10,000 readers. I am an American twice-divorced single mother of 2 boys, and I have bi-polar disorder. In case you're wondering, both of my boys are from the same father. He was … Continue reading Alpha
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